wonder why.

just finished my tea and stopped watching stupid tv shows from the internet. few weeks ago i realized that I haven't been talking either writing anything in English, beside some short random lines. don't think its too bad to try if I could still do it, even though it feels weird and I probably have shit lots of mistakes. don't give a fuck, if being honest. so yeah, I'm still sitting here on my computer and listening the same song over and over again and thinking that maybe I should go to sleep. maybe. don't know. tomorrow I have to go to vihti and pick up my lilbro. probably told you that already? whatever. anyway, I'm looking forward to the shopping tomorrow, if I can somehow cheer myself. only because when you feel good about yourself then you can feel much more happier. in other words, materialist. I guess that is nothing new for you either. maybe I'm wrong, but I bet that it was not too far from the truth. good night people.
p.s. felt too lazy to put my mark on the picture if you wonder why it is not there. sleep now.